Friday, September 28, 2007

Problems with the LRT

Ah, the LRT.

What a wonderful, reliable transportation system.

The best part of the LRT is this: every time we go over the river, I look out at the beautiful trees in the river valley and think, "I should go walking down there one day."



But I always plan to go tomorrow. And tomorrow turns into tomorrow turns into... (you get the picture.)



Today, however, we got to Government Centre, and we had to wait. Waiting ON the LRT turned into getting OFF the LRT and waiting on the platform. Then the train disappeared.



Then another one appeared.



And I thought, "Good! We can get going!"



Unfortunately, it only deposited its passengers on the platform before disappearing.



Then a wonderful announcement came over the PA: "There's been an emergency at University Station. It is now closed. No trains will be travelling to University Station."



Oh, good.

So I walked.



BUT, I walked over the river, and smelled the fall leaves, and felt the crisp air.

And in that way, it was actually glorious.

I'm thankful for small moments like that (despite the LRT's shortcomings).

Monday, September 17, 2007

so here we are again...

It's funny how life just continues.

Summer ends, and school begins, and the same things happen. The evil-leaf-thiefs come out to vacuum up the remains of summer, and it gets cold.

There's frost, and steam rising from my coffee cup at the LRT station. I lead worship, and go to class, buy textbooks, and write papers.

And yet, everything's different.

I'm in a different 'spot' than I was last year. God's given me different responsibilities, and new places to be effective.

As I look back on the last year, I see God's hand in my life, changing me, moulding me and making me more like the image of his son.

And that, I hope, will never change.

Thursday, August 30, 2007

the tune of neglect (or) the definition of REDEEM

this summer has absolutely FLOWN by.

It's been (mostly) fantastic, busy, and full of weddings (2 more since the last time I blogged. I got a photo-radar ticket coming home from one, which just made it all the more "fun" .... )

As I was sitting here this morning, I realized that I've let my blog fall into neglect. And then, as I was reflecting on that, I realized that neglect has been the tune of my summer.

I haven't been on blogger in almost a month. I almost forgot to pay my registration confirmation at the UofA. I moved, and there are still boxes littering my kitchen and living room. I haven't hung out with friends in FOREVER. I haven't even finished a book this summer! And I've only been camping once.

Recently, God gave me a prayer for one of my relationships which seems to be in the middle of neglect and total annihilation:

Lord God, have mercy and redeem this relationship.

And then I started to think really hard about what 'redeeming' really means.

Yes, it means all the wonderful things that Christians attatch to it; all those complicated definitions about being bought and paid for. But what would it look like if God redeemed a relationship? The two didn't seem to match up.

In the process of pondering these things, I dug out my paper-back dictionary (out of a box). And at the very bottom of the definition, came this:

redeem - to convert into something of value

Which is really profound, if you think about it. This definition applies to everything. From redeeming a coupon at Save-On-Foods to what the Holy Spirit is doing in my heart, and what Jesus did on the cross.

He's changing me into something of value.

And it's a continuing work.

And it added something tangible to my prayer. I can practically ask God to transform this relationship into something of value.

I pray that redemption would be the tune, not only of this friendship, but also as the summer ends, and school begins.

I'm tired of the tune of neglect.

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

a few minutes to catch up...

Hey, all!

I have a few minutes here, before I have to get my day started, and I thought that I should sit down and letcha all know what's been going on in my end of the world.

On the 21st, I was at the third wedding of the summer - My BROTHER!! My 'little' brother got married to a wonderful girl, the wedding was awesome, the weather was great, and we all had a lot of fun. It's funny to go to their house now, and there are several pairs of shoes in the entry way, and they're all TOO SMALL for me.

Also with the third wedding marked the time for me to "MOVE OUT" of my brother's house... (see above paragraph...) Although I've been looking for some time, the search got put on hold due to the wedding. But last week, I started to panic.

I kept praying that God would find me the RIGHT place, in the RIGHT area, at the RIGHT time. And so, on Friday, my parents went looking, and fell in love with the FIRST appartment they saw.

And so did I.

And there are lots of really cool stories that go along with that, like how the appartment has been vacant for a month, and how I had keys in my pocket 24 hours after we looked at the place, and...

but I don't have time to write all that down right now.

Let's leave it at this: I'm moving this weekend!!

Thank God for small (BIG!) miracles!

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Good Grief....

Yes, I know.

I fell off the face of the earth.

It's just that I work in front of a computer for a lot of my day, and then when I come home, the LAST thing that I want to do is sit in front of a computer again.

So I don't.

And you suffer.

Sorry.

SO.... The last month and a half has been really busy -- I've been at two wonderful weddings, very different, yet each very wonderful. I've begun the summer program at church, and I've bought a lot of shoes. (oh wait. that was only in the last two days....)

I don't really know what else to say. So much has gone on, and yet nothing has happened that's been out of the ordinary. It's been really hot lately, which is lovely. I like it, until I have to sleep. And then.... I don't like it so much.

That's about all I have to say....

enjoy the heat :)

r